ya know, it's so odd. last year i was happy it was Christmas, but it didn't matter to me either way. i got my presents, and went about my merry little way.
this year is different.
this year, i'm with my entire family. grandparents, cousins, aunts, uncles, and now this year, my amazing fiance. the christmas presents are piled high, and we're all sitting around the house laughing and having a great time.
i honestly can't remember the last time i was this happy. and now like i'm happy every now and then.. i mean, i am truly and constantly happy. i'm excited about the presents, sure, but i'm more excited about spending christmas morning in the arms of the man i will be marrying in three months, and with my family, who i love more than anything in the world.
i remember watching the adults when i was little, and wishing i could sit at the table or on the couches with them and drink coffee and chit chat... and this year, i have that. and it's so weird. i'm still a child, but it's like i've stripped the layers off that hide adulthood from children, and i'm peaking in, waiting to be invited to sit down. i'm not a kid anymore. i'm a person now.
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